Hel's Night

Hey, thank you so much for checking this page out!

I'm Art "Heljin" Kudryavtsev and some time ago I didn't believe that anyone would even look at this text.

When we were kids, they kept asking us, "what do you want to do when you grow up?"
When we were teenagers, they asked, "what do you want to do for a living?"
And I never could answer those questions. Until, not suddenly, but after
years of the thought slowly cooking inside my brain, I realized: I want to make art.

But that isn't enough. What art do I want to make? What art can I make? It
took a long time of trying, and of, as it always happens, failing, and
trying again... Until I gave up.
And I said, "F**k it, I'll just play games and do nothing."

And so I did. And I started seeing that games have stronger emotional
effect on me than anything else. I am the part of it. I am doing it. I
am pacing it. Whatever happens there, happens to me.
And I knew, that is the art I want to make.

So here I am, Living the dream. Which is pretty f**king hard without food, so I desperately need money. Please help me.

Heljin